carebear_luvme

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 17:08:47 GMT

Ive been going to the gym everyday and then i gain 5lbs how its the possilbe.. i know musle but i mean erk ekr ekr this fucking sucks
Sundays- under 200cals
monday - under 400cals'
Tuesday- under 300cals
Wed- under 500cals
Thursday under 300cals
Fridays under 400cals
Saturday under 500cals

I am going to do this, this week and see how much i loose in a week
i am not going to the gym on sundays
and when i do go i will burn 300 cals min.
i am going to do this i am so fusterated right now

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 16:08:27 GMT

149.2 this morning its slowly getting closer... next goal 145lbs

Hey Everyone

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 00:57:00 GMT

I havent been on here for a long..
I just moved out of home and am liveing 8hrs away from my mom and dad... i live 5mins away from the gym now idont have a excuse not to go... and theres a pool 4 blocks away to. I can finally control more of what i put in my mouth and not have to worry about my mom freaking on me... my bf is at work during the day so i dont have to worry about him being in the way of this ither...
IOve been working out at the gym everyday for about 1 1/2hrs.
i am ready to be in the same size pants i was a yrs ago.
ive gained 17lb since then and i dont like it... ive already lost 6 lbs in the past 2 weeks...
i bought a scale with body fat. H20% and bone density aswell with weight its a weight watchers one
i dont eat red meat.
so its helping if i eat bread its the weight watchers brand so its 100cal for 2 slices.
im 5'7 and i dont wanna right my weight down right now.. i used to be 120lbs wishing for lower!!!
its good to be back
lots of love

Birth Control

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 21:40:09 GMT

Ok Question???
Has any one been on Marvelon 28???
Do you gain weight.. it said ither or you will gain or loss... i am hopeing it loss!

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 13:07:52 GMT

this morning i woke up 3lbs lighter
i have 5lbs till my next goal.. im right on track!
thinkthin

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 18:42:40 GMT

So far ive been doin gd as far as food goes i only had about 1/2 and apple and water... i am sick so i have been sucking on halls! but other then that just water. I am goin to only eat the apple if i have to!

But beside food right now. i have so much on my mind i am goin crazy. Its about alex again and then theres joel who it still wotking and i havent talked to him in 15days. he should be back by thursday but i dunno i dont know what to think anymore. I mean u think he would call me and tell me whats up. Before he left everything was good and its not like him to not call. I know hes not hurt or anything cuz i would have herd from someone if that was the case. But did he meet someone else up there or if so y not just call and talk to me and tell me whats up. I mean there is pay phones CALL !!! i am mad and upset, i duno i just want to see him so badly and for him to put his arms around me and tell me everythings ok.
Then theres alex. o god a thing i sont even want to talk about. I feel like shit for leading him on i mean hes a really great friend but its more then just that. We go out and then after there always seems to be a gdby kiss! WHY!!!! am i doin this to myself. It totally suck i dunno i just need to joel to come home and talk to me. I think its cuz i miss joel and i am goin somewhere else to recieve the same feeling.. if taht make sence.. i know its no excuse but i really miss joel. and feel like a complete ass towards alex (ut not like alex doesnt know taht i am seeing joel)
I dunno what to do!

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 18:50:00 GMT

hey
well so the last week hasnt been that fun. I havent talked to Joel in a week!!! I know that his in ft.mac but it really sux, i think he tried calling but his cell doesnt have reception! I am confused. I just want to hear his voice, i mean what do i think i havent talked to my bf in a week!!! and then theres another problam, theres this guy that ive known since gr 10. We were close in gr 10 and then in gr 11 he got into the drugs and shit so we didnt talk much and then like a month ago we started talking again about gr 10 and how we liked eachother and stuff but were to chicken shitto say anything and that he had a bitch as a gf but didnt realize it until it was to late, we talked about our old feelings and then tahts what fucked me over cuz then old feelings started coming back and so did his. I mean i know i have a wonderful bf, and i wouldnt break up with him 4 anything! But still. So then it was probaly a bad idea but alex this guy and i went to the movies and yah we helled hands and yahi knwo it was wrong i guess spending time with him was something i needed to get out of my system. if yah know what u mean. ok so then at the end of the night we sat in my car and talked for like 2hrs it was great an dthen he kissed me... and yah i kissed him back.. but the thing is that i didnt feel anything and i know that that means something.. but then y do i still feel for him?? i am goin crazy, i know that i have to tell joel! and i will and i knw that he will understand cuz hes amazing but i feel like shit, i just need to hear his voice!!! and then theres these girls that were supposed to be my friends well they were and then we kinda just seperated, ithey didnt grow up at all this summer and they r driving me crazy. Then cuz i lost weight they start saying shit about me and stuff. I hate high school so much u have no clue i want out so badly!!! only one more year, and i dont hav eto see these people ever again! i dunno its not taht i am stressing about the whole situation about my friends cuz right now i couldnt give a fuck but i mean they need to grow the fuck up!! and they r so fucking nosie, They dont think i should be dating a 22yr old cuz i am only 16 but my whole family knows this guy and my parents like him i mean they just need to fuck off. I dunno maybe im being the stupid one but i know i am goin crazy. Let me tell yah its so easy not to eat cuz i have to much on my mind. but i cant concentrate in class i have shit on the mind and alex is in my ss class and it sux so badly i am still goin crazy. I mean i have a close friend i can talk to about this shit and i do but i am scared to tell her that i kiss him back and stuff i dunno, not really scared i just dont want to i guess. i dunnno this probaly doesnt even make sence but i needed just to get this off my mind!!!!
buhbye
<3

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 22:47:50 GMT

hey
well i am stuck at 140 so i think on friday i am goin to start my fast after fridays breakfast, just for sat that usually gets me goin again! I luv it as bad as it sounds my friend was smaller then and now my legs are smaller then hers and i feel kinda mean about saying it but it feels so great!

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 17:56:33 GMT

eysterday i was down another pound (and for three days before i increased my cal intake).. so i am goin to wait till tomorrow to seee if i have lost any more... i fonally broke my plateu it feels go much better now that i know i can get farther!
i think i am goin to eat only a cucumber tyoday if i realy have to.

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 01:23:40 GMT

hey
today i had about 400cals and burnt qway more then taht at work so i am in the negs.. which is good. i want to loss 10 more lbs.. i can do it.
gd luck to meetiin all ur goals!!!
think thn

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 02:30:03 GMT

today i probaly had like 500cals.. kinda bad but i walked from 12 to 4 today and i am crazy tired. hopefully in two weeks i am another 10lbs lighter..!!!!!!

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 05:32:32 GMT

hey
i might be on tomorrow but i wont all weekend i am goin to canada
day thing with some friends.. ive been doin alright i havent binged... and i am liveing off of V8 juice 70cals per bottle and it fills me up only one or two a day and water water.. is i get a sweet cravin i have Fresca 0000000cals and it has lemon in it.. i bought a lot of diet pills but i dont really tke them i know i should so i think ill start.. i was never raelly the one to member to take pills but if they help me i will!!!!!!

think thin

Im goin to do it

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 16:43:53 GMT

ok well i am goin to fast even through exams i figure that if i am past day 3-4 i should be alright right?
its also the weekend so if i am made to eat then ill just stay under the 500cal mark
hopefully no one screws this up for me i am determind to do this!

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 22:51:36 GMT

hey
today wasnt all that bad
fish 100cals
vegs 80cals
dip 80cals
cranberry juice 80cals
cheese 170cals
so thats 510cals

its bad and not at the same time.. i shouldnt have had the cheese but i had a craving yah yah i know no excuse but i am still under 600cals!

i think tomorrow i will only eat 400cals
think thin everyone
luv yah ladies

Tue, 30 May 2006 00:39:12 GMT

well i am fasting but i dont know when i should stop! I am goin to a patry on saturday and i want to look gd and drink but i dont know if ill passout from drinking and not eatting! anybody know anythig about this... if i drink tons of water i think illl be ok!

Sat, 27 May 2006 23:04:33 GMT

ok so i got out of eatting supper. So i am ready again.
I think the time was 230pm when i last ate.. so i am goin to go with taht as a start to fast!

i am back to square one!

Sat, 27 May 2006 19:52:33 GMT

Well i posted earlier this morning and i was at 21hrs and 15mins well i got to 26hrs and then my mom made me eat... ahh i am so mad right now.. and then i have to eat supper too.. i dont care i am not eatting tomorrow no matter what they say nononononono. yah so for supper were having fish and rice... so ill eat a little to make them shut up and then not eat until friday!!!!

hey

Wed, 24 May 2006 00:07:05 GMT

Well ive been on and off with fasting but i think this time i can do it!!! like really i am goin to do it... i have a party in 2weeks and i want to lose 15lbs i can do it i am at 149-153lbs and 5'7 i know i know really bad but if i can keep this up I CAN DO IT!!! I know that there this candy that is 0cals and they are called ice breakers try them. They help with the cravings. I made a book for thinsperation pics, quotes, foods that r neg and low cals, and thoughts and time lines i knoe i can do this... join me. we can do this together... we will be thin!!!!!
think thin

Hey doublexlife

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 04:35:54 GMT

doublexlife
i don't drink it but i take the apple cider vingar pills.. its great u don't feel ike eatting as much!!!

I am Gettin closer

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 07:09:19 GMT

Hey ladies

well this morning i was 160lbs and now i am 156lbs 4lbs in one day not bad i don't think.. but i am still fat! i drank coffee today and i didn't have time to excersize but tomorrow i am doin it..

well g2g
think thin